I hosted a short documentary series called Subculture Club for Ashton Kutcher’s YouTube channel, Thrash Lab! Here’s the first episode: “Life Off the Grid In Slab City.”
As a photographer and as a woman I miss the heterosexual gaze on the male body. I enjoy challenging the balance of power of the male gaze and the female object and let the men become my object of desire. For this reason I only work with heterosexual men that react to me as a female photographer.
I decided to write an autobiography. But it’s been only 20-something years.
I tried to write down the oldest memories I could remember. There were some, but I was never sure if they are my own memories, or something that someone told me, or something I constructed from photographic memories. Maybe things gotten mixed up with stories and fictions I have read/saw in my life. I tried to undo the memories to weave out one coherent history. No matter how hard I tried, the time-line is confused, and new anecdotes pop up all the time, ones that I couldn’t connect to others, they stayed within me, while refusing to be a part of the whole.
The story got further and further away from the reality or what I thought to be real, and the writing turned into cheap melodrama. It was unoriginal and mediocre. Feeling stupid, I decided to make up an epilogue, a story that is a total fake, then let the wind take the entire story. The unnumbered pages, the fragments of my life, are scattered. If someone picks up a page and read a line or two, that would be nice.
The phenomenal Charles Irvin will be doing a performance called “Fantasy Sandwich” as part of Royal/T’s group showThe Art of Cookingthis Friday, April 27th.
Fall 2009-Summer 2011 (Joel’s Phone on Lauro Table, Andrea On The Way to Anxiety Of Photography Opening, ½ x 2-½“ Clear Pine Molding Sticking Out of The Car, Flowers Outside Of The Silk Flowers Show In LA 2), 2011 by Brendan Fowler
NY? More pictures of trip!
Is this tunnel in Philly?